What have you done today? Anything been on your mind? Feel free to go into as much detail as necessary.
okay so last night i was on K and Acid for a few hours on an AWESOME bus trip
then i bought my gf an expensive coat, earrings, chocolate, and a moleskine notebook
some weird girl named Ahania is in the hospital? woke up to my cat pooping in the corner of the Guest Room with a bad hangober
Great night, awful hangover. Don't drink and do E. I know you should never do that, but I did it anyway. My head kills.
Pianist fingers, aha.
A joke you'll only get if you're a gay musician.
I'm actually disappointed the world didn't end.
I want to kill you all.
Bought groceries. Watched Repo Man and Spinal Tap with the girlfriend. (She was too tired for Trainspotting.) I made some butter cake with her at her apartment, which turned out great. We played a few games of chess and I won, every time. She opened the presents I gave her and I opened the ones she gave me: a warm blanket and some candies! Both were nice. Her twin played Uno with us. Some Dr. Who marathons were on. I walked home a bit before midnight because I wasn't in the right mood for staying the night. I fixed a coworker's computer after preparing a meal of a green apple and sammich. Tomorrow (err, today) I'm going to meet clients and make mad cash.
Yesterday I went to a shooting range and fired off a gun - lots of fun. After, I did some shopping with mai waifu then sat around the house for the afternoon. Later in the evening I was feeling bad about annoying a friend, so found myself at a party my dealer threw and I ate some mushrooms with him. He's a nice guy and we chatted for a couple hours about literature. I don't really like parties or crowds much, but I was in an awful mood and it was tolerable. Wandered home at like 4 in the morning and napped for a bit and woke up with a sore arm.
streaming myself fixing someones computer
Apparently I was on ketamine last night, too. I don't remember taking it though.
2013 is the year I turn my life around!
every fucking night
Another friend of mine arrested for felony charges.
Made $100.
Grandma on her death bed.
Girlfriend got a dog.
Crying and cutting and barfing alone.
I forget the night. Ketamine, lorazepam, Xanax...amnesia...I went out somewhere...I forgot where I was when I was there...amnesia...came home...girlfriend bitched at me...fell asleep.
Took a bunch of benzos and fell asleep really early, managing to avoid a meeting at the Contemporary Art Gallery of Vancouver I wasn't looking forward too. Woke up really early and worked on a paper about post-structuralism instead.
Last night I switched and ended up somewhere I don't know where, and wandered home in the middle of the night. Scary evening.
My blood sugar was at 800 in the morning.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck.
Merry Christmas, world2ch! It's almost been another year, and we're all still happy and alive. Sugoi.
u 2
loli panties.
Shitty Christmas at my gf's, shitty Christmas at my mom's
At least I have drugs
I'm drunk.
Fuck you.
Hope you die.
Haha.
Oh gosh my head.
Engaged for the rest of my life. What a Christmas gift.
i tried to break up with my gf but realized it was bad timing and then thought "maybe it'll get better" so i just asked her if she wanted to break up and she said no and i said okay
I felt bad last night. Took E to try and cheer up (no good). Went for a walk. Put a gun to my head - didn't do anything. Talked about it with the girlfriend instead. Slept. Read some Schopenhauer. My cat bit the corner of my Schopenhauer and put a hole in it while I was reading it (I'll have to get a new copy - it's my favourite book).
Bro shows up at my place at about noon. We go get some coffee and he shows me the evidence against him for his felony. "I gotta show this to my boss today, I hope I get this job!" he says. All kinds of jokes were made as we hit every thrift store in my town. I get a "drug rug" sweater and he gets a hat which reads Industrial Gasket and mine reads Integrated Systems Group. (For some reason, we found these generic industrial names hilarious.)
We smoked some cigarettes and went down to a large city and I buy some bottles of cough pills at a convenience store on the way over.
Come back to town and eat some Burger King before going to my place, smoking on the fire escape, and I wash my dishes and clean as he plays his Kavinsky. (Not bad, by the way). We get some Subway, smoke more cigarettes, and watch Game Grumps. When 8:30 rolls around, we head down to my friend's house. She has a friend over, and I know him. My first friend leaves shortly after to go apply for that job. Girl had not slept for 2 days and was speaking quickly.
Crazy things happen. Music plays. A bottle and a half of robitussin cough pills are consumed in an old radio station playing music. As the radio plays, Integrated Systems Group discusses 2C-B, 2C-C, 2C-I, 2C-C-NBOMe, Ketamine, MXE, and Dextromethorphan with his friend the DJ. Phone rings: Industrial Gasket got the job after explaining his charges as his honesty is appreciated.
Walk around downtown. A circle is formed in front of the bar as it closes. They ask me if I'm a native and how old I was. 25 year old man invites friends to go to his place and passes me a cigarette. Decline. Stay in hippie's apartment. Another bottle of cough gels is consumed. In bed now. Mushroom friend appears on couch.
After a momentary lapse of reason and a constant vacillation from reality and back, I recollected what sense I still had and apologized to a few people for some irresponsible actions. If there is one thing I'm not proficient at, it's apologizing when required. I took some ketamine to do it, an ebbing continuation of precisely what I was trying to avoid. Oops - too late. My mind felt like it was melting (I didn't care). I made him angry, and I made her angry. Afterwards, I went to a restaurant with mai waifu, for once in my life engendering a bill that was over $50 (not including the 2005 Cristal). A light eater; the ketamine inducing paranoia that had me trying to abandon the date as soon as it started. Neither of us cared.
A drunken ride in a Cadillac made the world spin. Settling in, I did another bump - then another. She did a line. I sat in bed reading an obscure story until it was over, trying to avoid a complete loss of consciousness. She loved her brother. A sticky, brown ball and a gun to the head. Mais qui est-elle de faire appel à son nom? - somehow I started laughing. Boring, I thought, and threw the book on the floor.
It's harder on Ketamine - her hands around my neck during the culmination. Fuck is an easy phrase to understand in silence. I woke up after disturbing dreams of drowning. Put on some clothes and sat hunched over the dim glow of a laptop refreshing a page over and over.
>On vehicle for delivery via depot.
Finally. Don't order things around Christmas time.
Felt like shit so I isolated myself from everything for a while. Tried to distract myself so I wouldn't feel so bad and ended up playing around with some free PaaS providers. The result is that there is now another terrible imageboard on the internet: http://nabia.tea.jp/tea/. There are problems with the SSL certificate since I'm using a custom domain though, unfortunately.
Still feeling like shit but anime and manga and music are helpful distractions. Started watching Dennou Coil. Every day feels like a dream lately. A couple of days ago (or yesterday?) I went out for a walk in the snow. I stopped for a while looking at a frozen stream and it felt like I wasn't there, like I was fading somehow. I'm not sure if it was depersonalization, but I think it fits the description from what I've researched (although most people seem to describe it as unpleasant, or at least undesirable, while I enjoyed it...).
Went to this: http://decoymagazine.ca/nathan-coley-knowledge-kindliness-and-courage/ Wasn't too interesting. Drank at a bar for a bit - left. Got home and got a bit high.
What repetition. I need to give back. Conceptual stage begins tomorrow.
So fucking bored with life, all I can do is abuse drink to take my mind off it.
Drank, sat around the house playing chess and watching movies while IRCing. Woke up with a mild headache, but no real hangover. A friend sent a message and invited me to visit her for Sakura-con 2013, so I will most definitely go to that and check it out for a couple days when it's on. Now for a boring Sunday.
I went out today. It was kind of fun.
>>391
same
i'm disappearing, bye.
today is my birthday. :3
i <3 u archduke
I hope I kill myself in 2013. Every day is an exercise in excruciating psychological anguish, and I don't even have the money to buy drugs to escape from it.
Happy new years world2ch. I can't believe it's now been 10 years since I've been coming to the various iterations of this site. Quite amazing.
happy new year
I drank, took LSD, went out to a party and completely forget everything. I had no idea how I got home until I was told someone drove me back because I was having a bad trip. Dozed off in a confused state for a while, woke up in the middle of the night still out of touch with things and drank probably 10 liters of water. No more drugs in 2013 I'm not even joking.
Did a fourth plat trip after my childhood friend showed up in town and surprised me by pulling out a bottle of robogells when I pulled one out to show him how he'd respond. We bought 6 more bottles at the store with a bit of DPH, and we predosed with Codeine and Oxycodone, cigarettes, and caffeine.
Amazing. Simply amazing trip. I was watching a TV show that was looping about some kid's life, then sometimes I'd be in it, sometimes I wouldn't. As soon as I became me again, I started crying and told the girl I was in bed with that I loved her.
My childhood friend woke up in the attic and we walked around through the house who the girl was housesitting in. I knew my way around the house really well, which shocked me, because I just thought I'd been hallucinating the house.
I told the friend do to all kinds of weird things and every time he'd see me (we walked around in circles mostly, from what I hear) he'd ask me who I was. If I answered truthfully, he'd get really happy and give me a big hug and say that he couldn't believe I was hanging out with him again after so long. If I lied, he'd get nervous and try to walk away without me noticing.
It was like dreaming while being awake and being born again after dying. Just great.
Terry Davis is an interesting man.
Friend is taking 800mg of DPH and I'm babysitting him.
Last night I got pulled over, spent a few hours in jail, fined and released. True thug.
>>404
We both ended up taking a gram
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK that night.
Today was slow, lazy yet productive. I worked on my German studies for a while and sipping on the rest of the merlot wine I had. I slept a lot, drifting as if a cat between sleep and reading Albert Camus & Harper's. Later on in the afternoon I got my sisters car back from the police, who impounded it for a day after I got caught speeding in it. Now spending the rest of the night having some masala chai tea I freshly made and am working on a writing about positivism for a friends philosophy blog.
I feel like a useless piece of shit.
tomorrow is sunday
#themoreuknow
>>413
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My visions blurring, my focus is tuning in and out and I feel slightly nauseous.
I believe that this may have something to do with those binaural beats I listened to an hour or so ago. Who knows... maybe I have epilepsy? I hope I don't. I'd like to be able to play around with hallucinogenic drugs and I'd be afraid to do that if I was at risk of having a seizure. :|
This new alternative console nonsense should give us a new high water mark in open software's endless vapor trail. We've been waiting for a real alternative to Windows for a decade and it hasn't happened. There hasn't even been an Office killer of any note yet. When it comes to the PC, there's just no getting around Microsoft. For all it's flaws, Windows/Office is just too good (except Windows 8, which sucks balls).
Having half-assed their way to the lower end of the single digits of the desktop market, the open software people feel that the console market is just itching for a series of inferior also-rans. Ouya is going to crash and burn. You heard it here first. They will in no way be able to market a product with their specs at their projected retail price. Oh, they can have a buggy-as-shit and poorly-built product at that price. You can bet that's the decision they'll make, having already made plenty of unscrupulous decisions in the arduous march from empty concept to vapor.
In what way will this compete with Microsoft, Sony, and Nintendo? Do they have enough money to market it in the least? Do they even have enough money to rent storage lockers for all the defective units that will be returned to them? What about simple things like shipping? Are these people ready to actually sell anything at all? I'm sick of hearing buzz. There should be some skepticism. The products of big names often fail and who the hell are these people?
420 BLAZE IT FAGGOT
>We've been waiting for a real alternative to Windows for a decade and it hasn't happened.
Because you can't make an alternative to an OS that has been around since 85 in a few years, that's stupid.
>>419
So your excuse is "we can never catch up." This will always be true. By this logic, it can never happen. So why bother trying?
>>419
The latest office was complete shit.
More and more budget laptops are running GNU/Linux, Android leads the mobile phone market and dev scene, micro-PCs such as the Raspberry Pi are starting to flood the marketplace, and there is literally no competition in the server market. 2013 will be the year of Linux on the desktop.
In other news, my latest electric bill was $160. This winter was cold and my apartment is poorly insulated. On top of my hospital bills for this month ($500), medicine costs ($200), and food ($80), I barely have any money to put into my Sakuracon funds. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
>2013 will be the year of Linux on the desktop.
I will hold you to this.
>A non-profit organization starts a global search to find candidates willing to settle on the Red Planet... indefinitely
Part of this plan is that they intend to offset costs with a reality TV show. Given their 2023 launch date, will reality television still be a thing? Given what's happening in television at the moment, there's just no telling. However, we can be certain that there is no way to edit footage consisting of a 2,090 hour static shot of frozen corpses into anything the least bit interesting.
But we can try. Can Bob Saget present it? Can we add in goofy sound effects? I'm thinking some sort of long-haul all-night infomercial: we'll dress them in Old Navy clothing in post production. They can be a platform on which to display all that cheap jewelry they sell all night long. Maybe go minimalist. It will just be like the Yule Log: but instead cold blue faces staring emptily ahead as a constant reminder of man's folly.
Took two hits of acid and then went on the radio show. The head space was crazy. My mind felt clear as fuck but it was really damn hard to talk on it.
When Bruce Willis is completely geriatric, they'll make a movie called Old Habits DIE HARD.
It's not supposed to be funny. It's supposed to be sad.
Once upon a time, the daughter of Sir Edmund Hillary spoke to a group of Scottish youth. Apparently the point of her speaking was to be uplifting or some such nonsense. Instead, she claimed that every Scotsman was drunk and fighting all the time. Those in attendance pointed out her error: those Scotsmen in attendance at least were all peaceful and sober while listening to this woman insult them. Eventually it was revealed in the course of questioning that this woman's experience in Scotland consisted of the hours prior to her speaking engagement and little else. Furthermore it was determined by those present that since she was not Edmund Hillary himself nor had she climbed Mount Everest, or really any mountain of note, that anything she had to say was of little value. Having lost all goodwill with the crowd, she attempted to prove her point by climbing up the side of a castle...
This story was related to me by a drunken Scotsman after a brief fistfight...
I haven't posted here in weeks. Place feels dead without me.
>>430
I was thinking the same thing.
Went to this former meth addict's house yesterday night and all of us drank like three 40oz alcohols. Listened to Death Grips and played Minecraft. Then I snuggled with my bro on this big bean bag when we were baked out of our minds.
Cigarettes help my cough apparently, which is a bad thing since I'm doing my best to not smoke much lately. Oh well.
I got let out of the nut house for the night. Drank some gin, went out for dinner. Got a bunch of books to read; some of the Theory and History of Literature collection + a fantasy novel a friend suggested. Back at the nut house.
Why is FizzBuzz supposed to be hard?
The airman's e-mail often used the words "dang", "shoot" (not in the context of shooting anything), and "darn", sometimes more than once. In addition, several pictures of women showing an inappropriate amount of wrist and at least one picture of a woman in a short-sleeved shirt were found in the course of our investigation.
We have sent an additional notification e-mail to you in case your personal obscenity filters caught the words short-sleeved, wrist, or darn. We apologize in advance for any inconvenience this may have caused.
Did a bunch of server management via the command line today. I'm getting pretty decent at sql related stuff.
>Thomas Kinkade: 33 Best Loved Hymns
>The popular work of artist Thomas Kinkade serves as the backdrop for 33 time-honored hymns, lovingly performed by the Joslin Grove Choral Society. Tracks include "Amazing Grace," "Rock of Ages," "A Mighty Fortress Is Our God,"...
This is a DVD. You watch it. On your television set. Someone made this. Someone spent time acquiring the rights for artwork. Someone paid singers and musicians. They paid someone to mix the whole thing together and put it on DVD. They did all this knowing that somehow someone would buy it. I'm sorry, I'm just having a really hard time accepting this as fact.
You can get this from Netflix. What the fuck...
So is luar pronounced "loo-are" or "l'war"? Or is it not supposed to be spoken as a word at all?
I knew a girl who claimed to be the first one to pronounce lol as "loll" instead of the then-popular pronunciation of "el-oh-el." She got pissed off when people "stole" her idea. That's fucking stupid. What the did I see in that? I mean, aside from tits...
I finally did some work on my clone of 4chan pass. It's coming together surprisingly quickly considering I still have very little experience with this type of thing.
Teaching students that every major turning point in history is the work of the reptilian conspiracy has dramatically increased their academic performance. With nearly every student passing my course, it's clear that when students know the truth the answer is always close at hand:
What was the principal cause of the Civil War?
a) Economic inequality between Northern and Southern states
b) The issue of slavery
c) Both a & b
d) THE REPTILIAN CONSPIRACY
The obvious solution to teaching any subject is to ingrain students with the truth:
A rectangle is twice as long as it is wide. The perimeter is 180 meters. What is the area of the rectangle?
a) 2,025 square meters
b) 32,400 square meters
c) 4,050 square meters
d) THE AREA OF ANY SPACE WILL BEND TO THE NEEDS OF THE REPTILIAN CONSPIRACY