What have you done today? Anything been on your mind? Feel free to go into as much detail as necessary.
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We made friends with some Japanese dudes at a ramen soup stand, and they treated us to drinks. My imouto tried to out-drink them but drank too much and ended up passed out at 9PM.
my dad met my gf and her family, two bottles of 5oz dxm, i played monopoly with her and her sister, 0.8g mg of nbome, i won by a lot, polarized sunglasses, woke up with laundry done, her mom asked me to stay the night
I'm going to masturbate.
I came.
Had all kind of weird dreams last night. I wasn't the man in them, the locations and persons were unknown. The speech was accented or foreign.
Today I see a client and make $75. Tomorrow night, my girlfriend's coming over, and then the next day, I go to my dad's for the night. Tomorrow also happens to be my last day of work. I wonder when more drugs will come in the mail -- hopefully Monday or Tuesday, it'd be fun to throw a party!
Mai waifu and I are home from Japan. We had a great time. If I get this programming job I was offered before moving, I'll have to take her somewhere since this was all her idea. Maybe to Ireland or something.
I got a deal on 6 grams of ketamine & 48 MDMA capsules. Woo.
just came back from watching the hobbit
best new movie
>>325
You don't need a scale. Weight out a gram, split it 5 ways, and snort.
Hmm. Looks like that ex girlfriend (2009 or so) became an ex boyfriend (late 2012). I didn't know what she was interested in switching genders, but she did have a severe case of penis envy.
>>326
And how are you supposed to make sure you split it evenly?
>>328
Eyeball it. Or take it all, and kill yourself, ticks.
Today I went to the doctors followed by a job interview for the worst game company ever (I almost hope they don't hire me), and took some MDMA.
>>330
Shut up, TheShadowFog. You don't even blog, you just xDDDDD SH/ITPOSTIMG #im13LELLELLELhttp://iktf.org
Today I had Christmas dinner at work. On my way home, I ran into my girlfriend, who was walking towards my office to say hi. We walked home through the awful hail and made out on my couch. Then we got some french fries and steak and stuff at the restaurant that my sister works for and we played a game of Scrabble. We came to my house again after that and played a few games of rummy. My dad mailed me some post-hardcore albums for Christmas so I showed some of them to her. She thought it was metal music.... we had some good casual discussions about religion. I touched her breasts and then she invited me to spend Christmas with her family.
My blood sugar went down to 40 because I walked her home. I was really shaky and dizzy and almost passed out. Luckily I could buy a soda and chug it down. Tonight I'll conduct yet another consciousness experiment before taking the bus to my dad's place tomorrow at 8am. Bus fare is only $11, lucky me! Hopefully I don't get a low blood sugar on the bus. I'm going to walk to the store to buy some candies just to avoid such a misfortune now (as well as picking up some crisps to celebrate my time off). My grandfather's Christmas check for $100 and the $50 from the woman whose computer I repaired should be enough to buy my girlfriend a decent Christmas present.
>Shut up, TheShadowFog. You don't even blog, you just xDDDDD SH/ITPOSTIMG #im13LELLELLELhttp://iktf.org
I have never seen so much buttmad in my life.
Seriously. Calm down.
Tonight I decided I won't take the job if I'm offered it. For one, game development isn't really something I find to be at all interesting. Nor is the pay isn't even good and talking with some friends who've worked for them, they make you work 436589 hours a week. Instead, I'll look elsewhere and in the mean time, focus on my art once again. It's been a couple years since I've been dedicated to anything or any projects, and I have a lot of ideas and will to do something.
I also love MDMA. My girlfriend and I have been rolling around all evening.
Haha wow drugs kill my thought processes. Whatever.
And I agree, calm down Tokiko. You're always so angry!~
wow world2ch is really going fast tonight.
Got a laptop. Feels good to be able to browse the wired on a decent-sized screen. It seems to be good enough for some gaming too, which could be fun for a while. I'll probably play something for a few weeks and then get tired of it, as always. It can also run Ableton Live, which means I might try my hand at making music again...
On a bus.
On ketamine.
On acid.
http://www.livestream.com/madeofmush
been on livestream for the past X hours with milk, pygma, and my bro
why?
The only other browser I have is Internet Explorer and I would never use that on the Internet.
okay so last night i was on K and Acid for a few hours on an AWESOME bus trip
then i bought my gf an expensive coat, earrings, chocolate, and a moleskine notebook
some weird girl named Ahania is in the hospital? woke up to my cat pooping in the corner of the Guest Room with a bad hangober
Great night, awful hangover. Don't drink and do E. I know you should never do that, but I did it anyway. My head kills.
Pianist fingers, aha.
A joke you'll only get if you're a gay musician.
I'm actually disappointed the world didn't end.
I want to kill you all.
Bought groceries. Watched Repo Man and Spinal Tap with the girlfriend. (She was too tired for Trainspotting.) I made some butter cake with her at her apartment, which turned out great. We played a few games of chess and I won, every time. She opened the presents I gave her and I opened the ones she gave me: a warm blanket and some candies! Both were nice. Her twin played Uno with us. Some Dr. Who marathons were on. I walked home a bit before midnight because I wasn't in the right mood for staying the night. I fixed a coworker's computer after preparing a meal of a green apple and sammich. Tomorrow (err, today) I'm going to meet clients and make mad cash.
Yesterday I went to a shooting range and fired off a gun - lots of fun. After, I did some shopping with mai waifu then sat around the house for the afternoon. Later in the evening I was feeling bad about annoying a friend, so found myself at a party my dealer threw and I ate some mushrooms with him. He's a nice guy and we chatted for a couple hours about literature. I don't really like parties or crowds much, but I was in an awful mood and it was tolerable. Wandered home at like 4 in the morning and napped for a bit and woke up with a sore arm.
streaming myself fixing someones computer
Apparently I was on ketamine last night, too. I don't remember taking it though.
2013 is the year I turn my life around!
every fucking night
Another friend of mine arrested for felony charges.
Made $100.
Grandma on her death bed.
Girlfriend got a dog.
Crying and cutting and barfing alone.
I forget the night. Ketamine, lorazepam, Xanax...amnesia...I went out somewhere...I forgot where I was when I was there...amnesia...came home...girlfriend bitched at me...fell asleep.
Took a bunch of benzos and fell asleep really early, managing to avoid a meeting at the Contemporary Art Gallery of Vancouver I wasn't looking forward too. Woke up really early and worked on a paper about post-structuralism instead.
Last night I switched and ended up somewhere I don't know where, and wandered home in the middle of the night. Scary evening.
My blood sugar was at 800 in the morning.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck.
Merry Christmas, world2ch! It's almost been another year, and we're all still happy and alive. Sugoi.
u 2
loli panties.
Shitty Christmas at my gf's, shitty Christmas at my mom's
At least I have drugs
I'm drunk.
Fuck you.
Hope you die.
Haha.
Oh gosh my head.
Engaged for the rest of my life. What a Christmas gift.
i tried to break up with my gf but realized it was bad timing and then thought "maybe it'll get better" so i just asked her if she wanted to break up and she said no and i said okay
I felt bad last night. Took E to try and cheer up (no good). Went for a walk. Put a gun to my head - didn't do anything. Talked about it with the girlfriend instead. Slept. Read some Schopenhauer. My cat bit the corner of my Schopenhauer and put a hole in it while I was reading it (I'll have to get a new copy - it's my favourite book).
Bro shows up at my place at about noon. We go get some coffee and he shows me the evidence against him for his felony. "I gotta show this to my boss today, I hope I get this job!" he says. All kinds of jokes were made as we hit every thrift store in my town. I get a "drug rug" sweater and he gets a hat which reads Industrial Gasket and mine reads Integrated Systems Group. (For some reason, we found these generic industrial names hilarious.)
We smoked some cigarettes and went down to a large city and I buy some bottles of cough pills at a convenience store on the way over.
Come back to town and eat some Burger King before going to my place, smoking on the fire escape, and I wash my dishes and clean as he plays his Kavinsky. (Not bad, by the way). We get some Subway, smoke more cigarettes, and watch Game Grumps. When 8:30 rolls around, we head down to my friend's house. She has a friend over, and I know him. My first friend leaves shortly after to go apply for that job. Girl had not slept for 2 days and was speaking quickly.
Crazy things happen. Music plays. A bottle and a half of robitussin cough pills are consumed in an old radio station playing music. As the radio plays, Integrated Systems Group discusses 2C-B, 2C-C, 2C-I, 2C-C-NBOMe, Ketamine, MXE, and Dextromethorphan with his friend the DJ. Phone rings: Industrial Gasket got the job after explaining his charges as his honesty is appreciated.
Walk around downtown. A circle is formed in front of the bar as it closes. They ask me if I'm a native and how old I was. 25 year old man invites friends to go to his place and passes me a cigarette. Decline. Stay in hippie's apartment. Another bottle of cough gels is consumed. In bed now. Mushroom friend appears on couch.
After a momentary lapse of reason and a constant vacillation from reality and back, I recollected what sense I still had and apologized to a few people for some irresponsible actions. If there is one thing I'm not proficient at, it's apologizing when required. I took some ketamine to do it, an ebbing continuation of precisely what I was trying to avoid. Oops - too late. My mind felt like it was melting (I didn't care). I made him angry, and I made her angry. Afterwards, I went to a restaurant with mai waifu, for once in my life engendering a bill that was over $50 (not including the 2005 Cristal). A light eater; the ketamine inducing paranoia that had me trying to abandon the date as soon as it started. Neither of us cared.
A drunken ride in a Cadillac made the world spin. Settling in, I did another bump - then another. She did a line. I sat in bed reading an obscure story until it was over, trying to avoid a complete loss of consciousness. She loved her brother. A sticky, brown ball and a gun to the head. Mais qui est-elle de faire appel à son nom? - somehow I started laughing. Boring, I thought, and threw the book on the floor.
It's harder on Ketamine - her hands around my neck during the culmination. Fuck is an easy phrase to understand in silence. I woke up after disturbing dreams of drowning. Put on some clothes and sat hunched over the dim glow of a laptop refreshing a page over and over.
>On vehicle for delivery via depot.
Finally. Don't order things around Christmas time.
Felt like shit so I isolated myself from everything for a while. Tried to distract myself so I wouldn't feel so bad and ended up playing around with some free PaaS providers. The result is that there is now another terrible imageboard on the internet: http://nabia.tea.jp/tea/. There are problems with the SSL certificate since I'm using a custom domain though, unfortunately.
Still feeling like shit but anime and manga and music are helpful distractions. Started watching Dennou Coil. Every day feels like a dream lately. A couple of days ago (or yesterday?) I went out for a walk in the snow. I stopped for a while looking at a frozen stream and it felt like I wasn't there, like I was fading somehow. I'm not sure if it was depersonalization, but I think it fits the description from what I've researched (although most people seem to describe it as unpleasant, or at least undesirable, while I enjoyed it...).
Went to this: http://decoymagazine.ca/nathan-coley-knowledge-kindliness-and-courage/ Wasn't too interesting. Drank at a bar for a bit - left. Got home and got a bit high.
What repetition. I need to give back. Conceptual stage begins tomorrow.
So fucking bored with life, all I can do is abuse drink to take my mind off it.
Drank, sat around the house playing chess and watching movies while IRCing. Woke up with a mild headache, but no real hangover. A friend sent a message and invited me to visit her for Sakura-con 2013, so I will most definitely go to that and check it out for a couple days when it's on. Now for a boring Sunday.
I went out today. It was kind of fun.
>>391
same
i'm disappearing, bye.
today is my birthday. :3
i <3 u archduke
I hope I kill myself in 2013. Every day is an exercise in excruciating psychological anguish, and I don't even have the money to buy drugs to escape from it.
Happy new years world2ch. I can't believe it's now been 10 years since I've been coming to the various iterations of this site. Quite amazing.
happy new year
I drank, took LSD, went out to a party and completely forget everything. I had no idea how I got home until I was told someone drove me back because I was having a bad trip. Dozed off in a confused state for a while, woke up in the middle of the night still out of touch with things and drank probably 10 liters of water. No more drugs in 2013 I'm not even joking.
Did a fourth plat trip after my childhood friend showed up in town and surprised me by pulling out a bottle of robogells when I pulled one out to show him how he'd respond. We bought 6 more bottles at the store with a bit of DPH, and we predosed with Codeine and Oxycodone, cigarettes, and caffeine.
Amazing. Simply amazing trip. I was watching a TV show that was looping about some kid's life, then sometimes I'd be in it, sometimes I wouldn't. As soon as I became me again, I started crying and told the girl I was in bed with that I loved her.
My childhood friend woke up in the attic and we walked around through the house who the girl was housesitting in. I knew my way around the house really well, which shocked me, because I just thought I'd been hallucinating the house.
I told the friend do to all kinds of weird things and every time he'd see me (we walked around in circles mostly, from what I hear) he'd ask me who I was. If I answered truthfully, he'd get really happy and give me a big hug and say that he couldn't believe I was hanging out with him again after so long. If I lied, he'd get nervous and try to walk away without me noticing.
It was like dreaming while being awake and being born again after dying. Just great.
Terry Davis is an interesting man.
Friend is taking 800mg of DPH and I'm babysitting him.
Last night I got pulled over, spent a few hours in jail, fined and released. True thug.
>>404
We both ended up taking a gram
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK that night.
Today was slow, lazy yet productive. I worked on my German studies for a while and sipping on the rest of the merlot wine I had. I slept a lot, drifting as if a cat between sleep and reading Albert Camus & Harper's. Later on in the afternoon I got my sisters car back from the police, who impounded it for a day after I got caught speeding in it. Now spending the rest of the night having some masala chai tea I freshly made and am working on a writing about positivism for a friends philosophy blog.
I feel like a useless piece of shit.