What have you done today? Anything been on your mind? Feel free to go into as much detail as necessary.
>>71
Bitches love empiricism and nothing gets their knickers off faster than peer reviewed studies.
I think that she loves me... last night I asked her if she thought we were very compatible with each other, and she was like "Well, even if we're not religiously the same, or if we like different kinds of music, we have all this in common.." and kind of shocks me with all these nice things.
Last night, I meditated for 3 hours. It makes me feel kind of funny when I do it for a long time.
>>73
There is empirical idealism. Empiricism is a system of epistemology while idealism is a system of metaphysics. Nothing says the two schools are incompatible with one another. Look at Berkeley, Hume, Kant, Schopenhauer, etc for some examples. (I understand that Kant is considered to also be a bit of a rationalist, but let's ignore that.)
Really, if you're ticks, shame on you! You're studying to be a professor of philosophy. You can't make such simple mistakes.
return "home";
... ;_;
I've been meditating lately because I've been too poor to buy new books. Spending two or three hours in that calm state is pleasant. I've been drinking tea before I start like the Chinese monks would as not to fall asleep.
My friend got really worried when I told her that my mom got skin cancer last night. I don't feel I'd really mind if she died - - such is life - - but it's unfortunate that folk are unhappy nonetheless. Such is life. We talked about Locke vs Hobbes last night and she made some clever remarks.
We're going out bowling Friday night and then we're going to watch Dr Who back at my place... Maybe more... I found it surprising that she asked me out to the bowling alley and offered to pay - - usually, it's the man who asks the woman out. But it's kind of fun being asked out on dates.
I wish everyone here got a very bad case of the runny poop.
>>81
Are you wishing us ill will or is this your fetish?
>>83
That was a terribly written article and I feel dumber after reading it. Also, what the fuck is seapunk and why do you care so much.
Fucking kids nowadays.
my plans for the future:
-get back together with my only 2 friends and watch star wars and discuss our communist pig heaven plans
-get really drunk
my life is exciting.
Oh, it turns out that she thought that we were boyfriend/girlfriend already, even though I'd been worrying how/when/if I should ask her about going off. There's a load off my mind!
Drunk DOTA 2 is pretty fun. I met a DPH fiend through random public matches. He tends to use a gram to 1500mg twice a month. Once, when he took 1800mg, his heart stopped 5 times in the emergency room. "Well, it's not as pleasant as DXM," he said, "but it's a hell of a lot cheaper." Such is our society.
>>84
Please use "?" to ask questions rather than "."
To answer your "question": seapunk is basically witch house, in regards to chillwave. Google is your friend.
I recently got addicted to LoL again after having being stuck in bed with the flu.
>>85
So one of those friends contacted me earlier and after we talked for a bit, he mentioned "oh yeah, two weeks ago I spent two days doing coke non-stop, it was fun". Took me by surprise.
He said the 72 hours after he stopped doing it were the worst of his life though, which doesn't sound very fun.
I get to take an airplane across the country this weekend - woo. To be honest, though, I hate flying.
He drove by in an expensive black car dressed in fluffy expensive clothes and looked at me. I want to fuck him!
>>94
He's heterosexual and rich and I am lame and disgusting.
>>95
Reroll life.
My girlfriend is coming over to my apartment tomorrow. Classy music loaded up in playlist.. check... laundry done.... check..... garbage and recycling taken out, dishes cleaned...... just know i'm forgetting SOMETHING *drinks some more
Dear blog,
I woke up really really early today so I went to a church I occasionally visit because they were holding some market thing where people were selling antiques and other junk and bought some history books for a nickle each and a cool sweater with a character from the Beatrix Potter children's novels.
It was sort of boring so I asked the rector if he needed any help with things, so he had me type up and print out some flyers for another event they are having next month. It's nice to volunteer your time when you can. A few years ago I used to help out at various churches during the winter months where they'd provide homeless people with a warm meal, something to do, and a place to sleep if they needed it. Maybe I'll get back into that this coming winter.
We watched some Dr Who at my place, listened to Erik Satie and Glenn Gould, walked around downtown, and then she went home. We talked a lot.
I feel safer when I have something dangerous near me.
Did 300mg of DXM, went onto irc.sageru.org and banned ticks, and talked with some drunk Finns. Now there's lightning and my heart is freakin' out.
with heaven's blade
I don't even have to stalk him, he just seems to be everywhere I go, neet.
Someday this world will fucking bloom again, do you hear me?! It'll fucking shine!! And I'll be there!!
Not feeling sick! Yatta!~
Poor guy! http://ompldr.org/vZ2RiNg
Every site, I swear. This amounts to bullying! http://ompldr.org/vZ2RiZw
In other news, I'm going to buy a Wii U today.
>>113,114
What do those images mean, Emily? There isn't any context, so people living in a normal state of reality can't understand them. "Shitkiko" is a cute nickname, I guess?
Today, work was closed because the power keeps going out. I talked with some conspiracy freaks online and began producing some propaganda. Maybe I'll go spend time with my girlfriend now because my place is kinda boring.
They don't mean anything. I just see your posts constantly getting reported on these sites. Though I'm kind enough to leave them be!
I bought a Wii U on the way home from work today. It refused to turn on, so I'll have to return it...tomorrow...because I think I'll pubstomp all night in LoL.
29/1 in LoL why can't I be this good at DOTA2?
Who's Emily? She sounds cute.
Emily is this old old dokyun you don't want to know her trust me.
I have over 100 wins in DOTA but under 10 in LoL
So, my Japanese teacher is forcing me to do a presentation on anime (in Japanese) tomorrow. How do I do this the right way? How do I avoid being "that guy" who -chose- anime as his presentation topic? I wanted to do something else, but he insisted on this, and I want to make the best of it and seem as classy as possible. What do I talk about? Any help or advice would be appreciated.
>>121
Make it funny. Start with some minor history and relate it to stupid things happening today. It was for children and now it's for people who remain stuck in childhood or something. Be sure to mention its unhealthy obsession with little girls. That's always a crowd favorite.
Played Burnout for like 2 hours with my coworker today.
After being too lazy to fix this - and a friend being too lazy to fix this - /lounge/ has returned! It took a whole...5 minutes. Procrastination remains my number one negative characteristic. I truly don't see the point, but multitudes of people were bugging me about bringing it back online already. http://board.cerealexperiments.com
/tea/ and /lain/ (the latter possibly becoming /abe/ as a result of Deadgods dying) will return when I have free time...probably when all my moving is done.
Happy Thanksgiving world2ch. I hope you have a great day.
>>126
I really wish I owned that domain... Oh well. At least I have http://onlinebargainshrimptoyourdoor.com/
Girlfriend came over last night after I played video games at work. We listened to Joy Division, played rummy, and drank some premium Oolong Tea. I drank a bunch of vodka after she left and played DOTA2 with some friends and we skyped the whole time. That wasn't bad. I woke up at 11am with a bit of a hangover when my girlfriend invited me to Thanksgiving with her family. We watched the Macy's Day Parade and then played 5 card draw. At about 3, I went over to my mother's house and had dinner with my atheist mother, Christian grandmother, and Buddhist great-uncle. Me and him talked about Wittgenstein and Hinduism while my mother got drunk on vodka.
Not the worst day I've had for a while. It was interesting seeing how a Hispanic family celebrated Thanksgiving too. Maybe I'll write another blog entry for http://4x13.net/ and do more drunk DOTA tonight.
Donnie Darko, wine and pills that make me dizzy and lethargic. Now to sleeeeeep.
Ever tear your thigh highs and not notice until well after? Like 10 hours after. How embarrassing. But I'm pretty sure my jacket covered it so it's alright.
>>127
So many people ask me for it (as if I'm just going to give it away or something) along with truneet.com - the latter which I've had some people offer to buy. Both are far too cool to ever lose, though.
I wish I knew what I could do with frideynight.com though...was thinking a pointless counter that counts down to Fridey each week...which reminds me it's Fridey and I have some tickets to see a weird play! http://waa.ai/eOO （ ・∀・）
>>130
Oh yeah man, happens to me all the time with my thighhighs, man. Those thighhighs, man, I'm telling you, it's so hard being a girl you know? Like, those thighhighs, and stuff. It's hard. I know, because I'm a girl. I'm definitely a girl, that wears thighhighs and other such girly items of clothing. I'm a girl, by the way.
Did I mention I'm a girl?
>>131
I had no idea! Are you cute by chance? （ ´∀｀）
HEY EVERYONE I'M EMILY, I'M A GIRL! LOOK AT ME, I'M A GIRL! PAY ATTENTION TO MY THIGH HIGHS. THINK ABOUT MY FEMALE LEGS. ARE YOU TURNED ON YET YOU PATHETIC LOSER VIRGIN NERDS
Who is this Emily character I keep hearing about, anyway? She sounds intriguing - I want to meet her!
On to other news: I couldn't go to the play (>>130). Mai waifu fell ill with the flu. Instead, I bought her a bunch of tea and medicine and bought a bottle of wine for myself and have been programming as well as reading and discussing the philosophy of aesthetics with someone. I've made a cool little program that utilizes a P8X32A microcontroller and a breadboard (using this unique object based language called SPIN). It simply takes some low quality .gif images (like...3bit dithering level at best) and glitches them all up, based on RGB profiles so it ends up creating some rather nice looking glitchy gradients. You can combine multiple images and get some really cool results, though it's mostly up to chance. Dying to play some LoL with some IRC pals however all but my decade old netbook is packed away and 500000000 kilometers across the country now, so it can't run it.
It also snowed! This makes me very happy.
>>134
There's some truth to your post. Truth is, I wouldn't have figured out she was a girl if she didn't straight out tell me "I'm a girl" a while back.
>>137
Not many really know unless they ask, look at my irssi username, or happen to come across what I presume are posts where Tokiko is raging about me, since there are only 2 people I know that call me by my name (him being one of them). Besides, guys can wear thigh highs too! There were no implications of gender in my post.
I wear thigh highs all the time, it helps me cum.
No, LSD is wonderful.
LSD is pretty terrible.
Last night I accidentally took a bunch of benzos, felt really great and then napped. Then I woke up, went out to visit a friend who wouldn't let me go until we finished his vodka, then I wandered home in the snow in the middle of the night. A fine Saturdey night I must say.
More benzos...more benzos...damn it's Monday already! At least I got a lot of writings down over the weekend.
Today I had to wake up at 6 to go to the hospital. When I got there I puked and passed out for a few minutes. Now I feel very dizzy, can't focus and my stomach hurts so I just caught the bus home and will spend the rest of the day in bed sleeping, then reading or watching anime once I feel better. What a waste of time that was.
THERE ARE PEOPLE OUTSIDE OF MY WINDOW
>>147
There are people outside my window too, that's called the outside world.
I'm suddenly remembering a post I read here about why there won't be a world2ch imageboard, and I want to respond to it, but can't find it.
Anyways, I don't want an imageboard, but 0037's reason (old threads on the front page) isn't really that big of an issue when people are still replying to those threads.
Again, I DO NOT want a world2ch imageboard.
I accidentally over 800mg of DXM.
Oh man that was fucked up.
DXM starts becoming toxic around 25 to 30 mg/kg (about 1700-2000 mg for adult of 150 lb).
Clearly the solution is to put on 300 Lbs...
NOPE. Not doing this today.
>>155
What did I miss?
Who cares!
I love internet drama!
Let's not turn world2ch into Drama/General please! Take it easy everyone.
>>158
:3
>>151
Who are you? How did you take so much? Highest I've ever done was close to 1000, and I completely dissociated from my senses... it was amazing...
On a related note:
http://4x13.net/blog/index.pl/drugs/acid.html
gud blog post
>>163
There was...uh...ah...a miscalculation of sorts. What I thought was roughly 400mg was not so. Suffice to say, the effects were not as incipient as I would have preferred. The whole experience actualizing itself in such a sudden way threw me into a panic at the start. I went from reading and talking with someone, to what felt like melting away into a heap of pillows, while my thoughts fragmented into millions of little pieces. I could not maintain any train of thought for some time. After what was apparently only an hour, I was slightly more composed and completely inundated with feelings of empathy toward others. I was very content and contemplative. As time progressed, minor visual closed eye visuals began to form and I lost myself in those until it all somewhat subsided - waking up the next day where I originally began.
It was the first time I've done this in many years, so it had a sense of vague familiarity. I can't say it was really all that amazing, perhaps due to the fact the large dose was not anticipated, and I still had some feelings of anxiety that lingered around despite the realization I took twice the dose I was intending - this is probably why I was not as disassociated as I have been in previous experiments. As with any psychedelic, it's best not to utilize them when the mind is in any sort of "negative" state of mind (those familiar with DMT will especially related this), and I felt this kind of benumbed certain effects DXM is capable of producing in the mind. I'm on the fence about it, but I may repeat the experience this evening, approaching it more calmly and introspectively.
One thing I've noticed about DXM is that it sure interrupts your REM sleep, causing you (or, at least me) to consistently wake up. Despite this, you don't feel all that fatigued or enervated the next day. I was lucky to get...3 hours sleep, yet felt great the next day.
>>166
It disrupts your serotonin levels, so it's natural you'd have difficulty sleeping and feel tired for a few days. The 25c I took's been treating me the same, though not so severely as a 800mg trip on DXM. Did you accidentally take more once you were high without realizing you were? That's happened to me a few times. I've noticed that I've been able to use DXM as a replacement for sleep if I take it at the level where I can have strong closed-eye visualizations.
DXM is a hallucinogenic drug, but it is not a psychedelic drug. It is a dissociative because it acts on the NMDA receptors (like PCP and Ketamine do) rather than the 5-HT receptors which psychedelics typically affect. Not using drugs in negative states applies to a wide variety of drugs as well. Ever gotten shitfaced drunk while feeling suicidal? Not fun. On the other hand, I feel that bad trips teach us more about ourselves, and I've found them to be much more memorable.
If you plan on doing it again so soon, you're an idiot. Frequent usage of DXM is very, very hard on your body. Take breaks based on the number of weeks times the plateau you reached. If you're to be safe, you should take a 3 or 4 week break. How could you go that high and want to repeat the experience so soon? Take care of your body! Don't just abuse substances to "get high," treat them with the respect both you and they deserve. Hallucinogenic drugs are tools, not toys.
Did you barf? What did you see? Were you able to experience ego death or have an out of body experience? Post more about your trip.
I spent an hour watching japanese kids play in a playground through an online security camera... What am I doing with my life?
Also world2ch - Drugs/General?
I did a bit more DXM, this time along with some Xanax and Suboxone (though the latter two were taken prior, so I wasn't particularly intending to get "high" off them). I was strangely coherent, and spent the night talking away with a great friend of mine. I had a lot of wonderful thoughts. Life is really amazing if you will it to be. As bold and intrepid this claim may be, I believe I will stop using drugs now (okay, with the exception of the occasional drink, though I wish to cut that out over time). There is nothing really left for me to "discover" about them or myself through their use. Been there, done that - as they say. Now it's time for quiet contemplation in the mountains (literally...since I'm moving soon...I can pretend to be some enlightened charlatan and write about it all and shit out some epik bookz like Burroughs and leave my mark on the world - ok not really).
>>168
I remember doing that with /jp/ many years ago. There was this one camera (that you could actually control) in a gymnasium at a primary school, and we'd all take turns controlling it. There was this one unforgettable kid who would always look at the camera as it moved - the only one to actually notice it, and we'd all take screenshots of him. He became something of a hero. I wonder how he is today.