[LIFE] Blogging/Whining thread, take 2 [REPOST] (1000)

278 Name: Anonymous : 2012-12-10 11:30 ID:Heaven [Del]

Did 750mg of DXM.
First of all I just want to say that shit is disgusting and I am not going near it for another couple of months preferably. Just thinking about it makes me want to puke.
Anyway, I did end up puking sometime after taking it, accidentally woke up my mother who cleaned it up and told me to go lie down. I blamed it on my pills but I'm sure she noticed the weird cough syrup smell... Oh well.
As for the trip itself, I don't remember much really, it all feels like a dream. I had some really absurd, bizarre thoughts and visions. No visual hallucinations, but some thoughts were so vivid I started to wonder if they were indeed real. I distinctly remember thinking I had gone insane permanently and was fucked - kind of paradoxical since I doubt an "insane" person would have that thought. I was terrified though. When I got up and walked it was like I was walking in very distinct steps, like I was following a guide on how to walk. My voice was also really weird I think. When responding to my mother I was telling myself "act normal" but then I blurted out some weird phrase that was completely unrelated to whatever she had asked.
All in all it was a terrifying experience. I don't think I'll repeat it that soon again, but I was left with the feeling that I didn't take enough.
Now I'm just lying in bed recovering. Slept a bit earlier but not much. Drinking water and hoping the nausea will pass. I can't precise why but I'm still feeling strange.

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